I am tired, but what is new :)

So, i am way tired right now, but what is new come Wednesday night in my life. :) Tuesday and Wednesday are such long days for me. yesterday started at 5:30 in the morning with several hours of driving for work and then i hung out with michael after class so i didnt get home till about 1 in the am. I had to pick up a boy in greenville so he could visit his parents. It was a tough day at work, the boy had bite marks all over his back and we are not quite sure how they got there. Anyway, i told the caseworker and hopefully she will take care of it. Onto happier thoughts. One of my classes yesterday was pretty cool. We had to make a creative project about what domestic violence means to us and we all shared those with the class. It was really great to see everybody's projects. it really hit home for several people in the class. Some students actually started crying, it was very moving.

anyway, my internship today went well. I feel like i had some good sessions with my regular clients. The drug group i help facilitate also went very well. :) there were a lot of insightful things shared today.

So, recently i have been questioning some of the things that have become second nature in my life. I know some of you might not know what i am talking about exactly, but i want to share these thoughts anyway. It is my blog!! :) anyway, there are some things in my life that are not perfect and i have just learned how to deal with and assimilate into my life in a way that they wont affect my daily activities and thoughts. But lately i have found this renewed sense of hope thanks to a good friend. I guess i am trying to weigh the costs and benefits of how i want to proceed. I could try and face this stuff head on, but i am sure that it will be very tough, but in the long run, it might make my life a lot less stressful. But, i need to decide if it is worth the hardship i would face right now or if it is just easier to deal with things the way they are. Also, there is no guarantee that things will change, so i could drudge up the past and deal with that and nothing positive might come of it. I am not sure, but i try and be optimisitic if i can and i am thinking that it might be better to deal with it now and hope that it will make the future for me a bit easier. I am not sure what i am going to do, but getting it out on paper (or computer if you will) always helps. Any advice would be much welcomed.

Well, for all of you that always heard me ranting and raving about how much stress and drama a man adds to my life, i dont take all of those sentiments back, but i think i have reworked those thoughts. Having Michael in my life seems to make it easier somehow. I am still crazy busy and my mind is always still going and going, but it all seems just a bit easier now. It is really wierd, i know for those of you that know me well, you never thought you would hear me say such things. I am still super independent and self sufficient, dont worry about that. It all just seems easier now. Very different kind of feeling for me, but i like it. :) anyway, enough of that. I am off to eat some dinnner that my wonderful boyfriend has just finished cooking. peace out.